Radiance

we all have radians inside, we all glow, radiating a stream of energy bearing elementary particles, coming out of some source and spreading in a certain direction, one or more. it's possible we radiant as a cycle interference or as a wave coming out of a certain source spreading in space. could it be we radiant in a level which is dangerous for our body or the bodies of others? the energy that we emit could burn? could be carcinogenic? destroy the cellular structure? create a genetic modification? kill? Like the radiance of the beautiful sun from which we should take care, like the splitting of a uranium atom or the fusion of an hydrogen cell which react so severely? could it be such a thing as a bad glow, degrees of darkness, a negative value of radiance? maybe…
it seems to me that light and darkness is within you beautiful girl and it's obvious what makes you glow, but in order to see your darkness one need to stare into your glowing eyes like rays of sun, blinding, scorching my eyes. but with the smell of gunpowder we can see your arms discharging a bullet and despite the smell of fire we can still see the emission of your hard rays and to feel how the darkness spreads from you…